It's Christmas Right?

   I checked my calendar and the Cable box and my computer says it is December the 25th.  Yet though I didn't get a tangible present this year I thought that the simple fact that I was preparing my family I nice wonderful meal this evening that someone, anyone would look after my now 9 month old son.  You would think that maybe his father would take into consideration that I only have two hands.  But of course he disappears for 45 minutes to take a shower and have some alone time that he seems to think that he is the only one in need of it.  When I point out that I need some help he asks what my 18 year old is doing.  He seems to think it okay to put off the responsibility of raising our son on a teenager who is already jealous of the fact that her younger brother is "taking food out of her mouth." But I guess I will continue being superwoman.  Because I being a woman and a mother am not supposed to need sleep and should be able to do everything with a baby strapped to my hip.  Anyways  I just needed to vent I am sure to no one.  Since no one has yet to take pity on me and give me that much needed break I am desperately in need of.