Sunday, March 25, 2012

Help! Someone. Anyone

   I have been in a slump over the last couples of days which is unlike me.  Usually I am down and within an hour or so I've shaken it off and found something to smile about.  Walked outside and saw something so breathtaking I just had to wonder in amazement at God's beautiful earth.  Or my son did something that made me look at him and wonder how I could have created something so awesome.  We just celebrated his 1st birthday Saturday and I got my wish of having my family all there to help celebrate.  And it was a good day with laughs and sharing stories but before the party started I was in a slump.  And when I woke up Sunday morning it had returned.  Nothing is working.  Not finding all the things I love or looking at all the things I have to be grateful for.  I haven't felt this low in awhile and I need something to happen to bring me out of it.  But I'm sure something is coming just around the corner.  Usually that is what happens when I begin to feel this way.  Just hate I have to ever feel this way.  But as I have been hearing lately.  How would you ever know you were happy if you had nothing to compare it to.  Any who just needed to vent and since I own a laptop with a keypad with letter printed on it that help me to spell words I figured why not.

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