Destiny I am writing this blog to you. To let you know that I love you and I am proud of you just because you are mine. I was washing the dishes today thanking God because he gave me three beautiful healthy children. And thinking about how you probably are dealing with anger inside because of how the father figures in your life have treated you. You probably wondered why or may have even commented on the fact that I have never did anything towards your father to make him support you. They main reason for that is because I wanted you in my life. He never asked for you and wether he wanted you in his life after you were born and just wanted to present hisself a different way among his peers I don't know. But I do know that I never pushed because it was My desire to have you in My life. I wanted you in my life before you were conceived and there as not been one minute in my life since I have regretted having you in my life. Always remember that I love you and though the men in your life weren't men enough that I always wanted you. That I am always here for you. I know you are young and I can't tell you how to feel. But don't be angry with them for how they have behaved and don't think yourself less because they couldn't see how wonderful you are. It is their lost for not fighting harder for you. You are beautiful and I love you more than words can say and don't ever let anything anyone says or does make you feel less than. Like I always told you God only gave me beautiful children.
I was even thinking yesterday about the times when you were younger when Corey was still in our lives how those were good times. When we would all wrestle and have fun. When he considered you his daughter and wanted to adopt you. Whenever you are down and wonder about him not being in your life just reflect on those times. Think about the good times. (Al Green)
